29th of JUN: Same Mistake

…And once again, I cannot sleep…

…My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go…

…And so I sent some men to fight
And one came back at dead of night
Said he'd seen my enemy.
Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go…

…I'm not calling for a second chance.
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again…

…And maybe someday we will meet
And maybe talk and not just speak…

… And my reflection troubles me, so here I go…

When James sang out these lyric above, I felt chills roaming over the surface of me. My arms, my face and my fingers are all covered with goosebumps all of a sudden. They fade out just as rapid.